Fella, you one hella of man.

Something I've always wanted: a gentleman by my side. :) 


Damn my star sign for being the most dreamer of all signs! Ever imagined or dreamt that you're being swept into the arms of the most nicest, handsomest, caring, loyal, honest man on earth? Well, not exactly having all those qualities.. you get my drift? Sigh~ I always knew I was going to grow up as one of those optimistic hopeless romanticists. Being brought up on Disney movies and lovey-dovey stuff. I miss making stories involving my toys/dolls.. ;( I just don't have the imagination anymore.


While on the train with my friend at night, there was this cute scene/emo guy sitting nearby. 8) Oh, damnit! Those kind of guys always get to me.. the way they straighten their hair.. their lip piercing.. their punk/rock style! And especially how mysterious they look. Fuck, it's intriguing. OK, life. I used my time of singledom to figure myself out.. now can you give me a boyfriend! Grrr.. this is the LONGEST time I've ever been single in my whole life. Hmm, it did give me some time to know myself better and figure what I want in life. Wait, no, I still don't know what I want in life. I'm just going to leave it in the hands of fate! I'll just wait for the right guy to come, no need to rush.. there are plenty of hot guys to check-out! First day back in Uni and I'm already becoming more social. I like this. Never thought I'd miss talking to people. This is the term to make more friends and no enemies!! :D I hate being hated on for no damn reason.


- R.