Missing the sound of your laughter.

Being surrounded by happy people usually makes me happy. But sometimes I just can't help myself from thinking how much I miss him, and it makes me frown. >:( Need distractions! I'm too lazy and bored to do anything. Must start studying soon.. and read some books. Ahhh, ever since I met him, I haven't touched any of my novels.. or even find Andy Biersack appealing. Hehe, I have my own eye candy. Loving this gloomy weather as well<3 although I need more vitamin D. I can't wait for summer and go to the beach! I don't know, the sound of water is rather soothing.. ;) must be a pisces thing.

I feel like I'm deteriorating... emotional-wise, if that makes sense. My senses are much more.. aware? Damn my personality for being emotionally messed up these days! Hahaha, funny thing happened a few moments ago. I thought I lost something which I deemed important to me. I looked everywhere for it, got so frustrated and upset that tears started coming out. But luckily I found it soon after.. It was in my bed. What was it doing in my bed, you ask? (; Just trying to keep everything close to me as possible.

Craving your presence like how a vampire craves blood. And how faeries crave emotions. When I see you again, I will hold you and I'm never letting you go.