So basically Peter lives with me now. I almost feel bad for keeping him away from his family, house and bed. It's never boring with him here. I love spending most of the day with him. We go uni and shopping together. We cook together. We out loud together. Some days I have to leave him home alone when I have to go farm or grandpa's house. I love the warmth he brings when he sleeps beside me. Apparently my room is warm so I have to leave my air-con on and sometimes I have to keep my distance from him when sleeping. I love how he cuddles me randomly during the night when I twitch. I didn't even know that I twitch while I sleep. Sometimes when one of us moves around too much, it wakes up the other. Nowadays, it feels like I have a hard time waking up around 10 or 11am. Definitely from staying up too late.. I don't even know what we do, haha. I love waking up knowing that he'll be next to me. I love how he knows when/why I'm upset and how he can still make me smile/laugh without fail. I still can't get enough of him. I feel safe with him. He makes me laugh and I'm happy with him. :) I can't imagine feeling this way with someone else. Nor act the way I do with another person. He really does bring out the best of me.
I'm not perfect, I'm learning and growing everyday. I have people in my life who constantly inspire me. I want to be more responsible, more independent, and more loving. Love motivates me to be a better person.
Sunday, April 22
Waking up with you by my side.
My parents are currently in Cambodia for a few weeks and may be coming back at end of this week or next week. What have I been up to since they've been gone? After dropping them off at the airport on April 9th, I went to Peter's bbq at the park in Mawson Lakes. I sat and chatted with Jun for a while when I arrived. It felt nice having someone familiar there with me, even though I knew some of Peter's friends, I felt comfortable seeing Jun. There were food to be eaten and games to be played. It was an enjoyable day/night! Until the mosquitoes started to appear. The following Tuesday, we went to uni early till 8-ish because Peter had his group meeting. After that, we went to buy dumplings and bubbletea. We met up with Zhen and them at Chatime then walked over to PiMP PAD for L4D2. It got pretty late :/ we were waiting for the bus when my parents called me from overseas... I didn't pick up. >< felt scared shitless 'cause I knew that they called my brother at home to see if I was with him, before calling me. When I got home, they called the home phone and Chi handed the phone to me. Dad didn't sound too angry, just told me to stay home and look after my brother while they're away and to not stay out late again. So I told him that I won't go out late again, because honestly, I'd rather stay home with Peter than go out late and get told off. During the first week my parents were gone, Peter stayed at my place till midnight-ish. We played Pokemon together and watched shows. On Friday that first week, I asked my aunty if it was okay if Peter slept over xD she said she didn't mind. I don't think my brother minds as well. At first, I knew he felt uncomfortable/awkward, but he's slowly getting used to having Peter around. All he sees is Peter and I playing Pokemon anyway.
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