Where have I been for the past month!? Still no job, bumming around the house..... :'( da sad lyf. Watching TV shows, movies, playing games, working at Gepps X, shopping, doing a bit of exercising, spending every waking moment with the boyfriend.. I should be enjoying this! Making the most of my "holiday" before I have to spend the rest of my life working; but I can't seem to. I can't stop the overthinking and stressing over the fact that I have no stable job. Will I ever? It's so stupid how most students went through years of Uni only to find that there's hardly any jobs out there. *sigh* I'm among those unlucky ones.
Another thing on my mind is my problem of comparing myself to others. While FB stalking, I found out that one of my primary school friends has gotten engaged around Valentine's Day. D:::: I only had two Cambo friends in primary school; one is already married with a kid, and now the other is engaged. :'o I'm the last of my primary school friends......... maybe I'll never get married, 'cause who knows when the timing is right. -_-
I guess this is just another sad post where I feel sad in the moment, write it down, then feel better and high on life in the next moment. That's how life is - you have good and bad moments.
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