Something Like Fate. ♥: "Boy, you should know that your love is always on my mind" Ciara

Why do I go out of my way to show you that I love you? Why do I spend time and money on you even though you tell me that I don't have to? It's simple - because I care. Time is limited but that's when we forget to do the little things for people we care about. We can never know if we're spending too much or too little time on someone. We don't know if our love will be returned. I'm not going to lie, I find it difficult to not expect a little something in return. But that's the thing, sometimes expectation leads to disappointment and you're left thinking something's wrong. The things I do isn't to get your attention. I do it out of love and hope that it will bring a smile on your face when you're down, and to remind you that things will be okay even if it feels like the world's ending. Believe me, it's easy to lose yourself when things don't go the way you want. But it's important to breathe, focus on your goal and count to ten. Don't lose focus, that's when you're in trouble. To me, it's important to show some love whenever you can, even if it's a small gesture. Haha this is who I am. When I'm high on love, I'm whole-heartedly in love. All I think about is love. I love to shower people with love. I love to be lovey-dovey and I love to be emotionally invested. It's the best feeling in the world for me and having someone who understands that is important. It's crucial to surround yourself with people who understands you for you. Who listens and be there for you. I know my boyfriend expects little from me and doesn't want me to go wasting money on him. I don't do it to prove him wrong, I do it because I want to. Maybe it's because I treat people the way I would like to be treated :P haha but no one will ever know how you would like to be treated unless you tell them straight up! I don't need much, just true, faithful love.

Well, that's a little insight of me, a part of myself that I'm proud of. I have found myself to be one of the most sensitive, emotional human beings there is :) true, it could also be a bad characteristic.. but at present, I don't want to be an insensitive person, unaware of people's problems and uncaring. What kind of midwife is that?! Haha who knows, maybe further down the track I might change and be the bitchy midwife who all the students complain about! :P