~ "Look after myself better" - I did look after myself better even though it felt like I had more bad days than good days this year :'( I felt like bad things just kept on coming one after another. All I want to do is forget about it and move on. I really hope next year will be a good one! Here's to positive thinking! :)
~ "Find things that make me happy" - Things that I found that made me happy was spending time with the boyfriend, going out for desserts and new shoes haha.
~ "Learn to not let my emotions control me" - I admit that I still have trouble with my emotions but this year I stopped hurting myself to make me feel better. I learnt to talk about what's worrying me instead of bottling it up. I understand that it's normal to be scared sometimes and that I'm not alone.
~ "Don't avoid/run away from problems; fix them" - In addition to what I mentioned above, I think I'm getting better at talking about my emotions.. fears, doubts and insecurities. Even if it takes a lot of prompting on the other end. :P no matter how silly I think I'll sound, I just try and say it.
~ "Focus on the present - not the past nor the future" - ummmm, didn't work on this one ;3; there'll be some days that I can just focus on the present, but most days I think of the past and future. I hate to compare, but I still do it. I should reminisce not linger on the past. The future is scary too, I have no idea what to expect or what will happen. I have a fear of getting my heart broken.
On a another note, I finished my last placement last week which I'm super happy about. Got 2 births in the week haha. But I still need to do extra shifts this month + maybe next month since I need 11 more births to do myself :'( ex-haus-TING! In the past few days, I've been catching up on sleep, starting to exercise, catching up on tv shows (I'm up to date with One Piece, How I Met Your Mother and Walking Dead- BOO YAH!), spring-cleaning me and Peter's room, and helping parents with work at farm. I shall be blogging more often! :D
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| House 1 & 2; I stayed in House 1 (left) |
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| Right hallway to laundry, kitchen, dining room, study and lounge room. |
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| Left hallway to the bathrooms and bedrooms. |
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| Dining , kitchen and lounge. |
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| Study table for printing and nonsense. |
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| Better lighting of lounge. |
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| Kitchen. |
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| Different view of the room. |
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| Laundry room. |
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| 2 bathrooms and 2 toilets. |
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| Bathroom I used for duration of stay. |
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| Fun times at IKEA. :3 |
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| My handsome man right here jksbfkjefbeianbsp ♡ miss you already. |
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| Downside of being in the health profession: no nail polish. Taking advantage of the break to pretty up my nails! ;) |
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