Lost wanderer.

I can't put my finger on it but I've been feeling a bit off lately. There's a pit of emptiness inside of me and I don't know what brought it on or how I can fix it. Don't you hate that? Like you feel something is wrong but don't know what. I do want to talk about it but how can I when I don't know what to say? It's like I'm missing every organ in my body yet I'm still alive. Like my brain is decaying yet I'm still able to go about my normal routine. I'm trying so hard to not let it get to me. I need some sort of distraction... maybe that'll help. Studying helped me focus on something. There's so many things I can do now like read, bake and go out but that doesn't interest me. What do I want to do? What do I need to do to satisfy this empty void? I'm slowly going crazy with frustration.. however I feel normal on the outside.I'm normal but I don't feel normal.

I noticed I haven't made any resolutions this year.. maybe next post.