Act in haste, repent at leisure.

Often we do things without thinking. It's hard when we're caught up in our own emotions, and our ability to make good judgement is clouded. I'm not good at making the right decisions when I'm upset. I do and say things I often regret later. I'm super stubborn and I'm not good with taking in advice when I'm upset.

January has been a stressful month. Finally finished my births, now I need to focus all my energy into finding a job *fingers crossed*. I'm hopeful that this year will be a good one. Thank goodness for the support from my boyfriend, friends and family. Spending time with family has allowed me to focus on something other than depressing thoughts. I'll probably help out with farm work for the time-being. And I'm lucky to have close friends who I can open up to. For the past few weeks or so, I've been in the foulest mood around Peter. But I'm extremely grateful that he stayed to help me when I was down, supported me through the tough times, and remained patient and understanding. At times I forget how lucky I am to have someone like him in my life, but I do try my hardest to show how much I appreciate him.

Chinese NYE @ Zhu-Lin Temple

Lunar festival 2014