Something Like Fate. ♥: First holiday! :)

I probably should post about my holiday since I'm back and all.. I'm super grateful that we all stayed safe during the trip. I honestly hate flying now. That turbulence and take off/landing.. it scares me. Having someone to hold your hand, reassuring you and praying for you makes the experience a little less daunting. Even though I was on the trip with Peter's family, I felt like they did a lot for me. Like exchange seats so I could sit with Peter, or ask how I was feeling and making sure I had something to eat. I had a feeling I would still be stressed on the trip but I didn't know that Peter and I would have so many arguments.. not that many.. but I wished we didn't have any at all. It felt like I let things/people get in the way. Even though the arguments happened, we still managed to have a great time together. He would always make sure that I'm safe. And make sure I'm well-fed and happy. He was always there to comfort me when I was homesick. Now that I'm home, I miss being in bed with him at night.

I miss Thailand the most. We had so much fun staying at the hotel. There was a buffet, pool and gym. The suite was the best I've ever stayed in. Without Peter, I would've be so stressed about paying for all the accommodation. I wished to stay there longer with him.. hate the thought of going back to work. Thinking about what to do this year makes my head hurt. Should I just keep working at Sunday market or should I go back to studying. I can't believe the struggle people are having with finding work in their career, or how people are losing their job. I missed my parents a lot when I was overseas, but when I came back they started criticizing me about my marriage and Peter. Like "when is he going to get a job to save up and propose?" Or, "what's the point of being in a relationship when you're not married yet?", "You're 22, you're getting old", "How are you going to feel when all your friends are married and have a good house?" ~.~ my heart hurts whenever they say these things. I already think about this, they shouldn't have to remind me. A year ago, I would've gotten really upset, lash out at my parents, and then blame these things on Peter. But now I just want to go at my own pace. There are a lot of great couples out there who stayed together, who didn't get married until years later like Brad & Angelina or Bubz & Tim or Bart & Geo (yet to get hitched I think). Marriage is still important to me but I want to focus on getting a stable job. I know that's what Peter wants too. I guess his values are important to me as well. He sacrificed so much for me that I should at least respect his choices.

Enough of my jibber-jabber, I'll share some photos of fond memories!