"The time we spend apart will make our love grow stronger.." <3
Patiently waiting for the day when you'll be back in my arms again and feeling your warmth. I missed you today like every other day. It's not easy but I'm slowly getting there. D: the way I write on my blog nowadays sounds like I won't see you again! That's so depressing... haha. Wish you well, dear. Come back when you feel like it! But come back soon. Stay safe. ♥ :)
Thank you for talking to me tonight. And for helping me. Slowly... I will get there. It's something I will definitely work on. I'm going to have to constantly remind myself to stop thinking negatively. :( sorry for ever hurting you. And for pushing you away. And if I ever made you feel like I took you for granted. I know I need to be more open, I'm trying my best, ya know? I know I have to stop raising my voice to you when you don't deserve it. I know I have to stop being insecure/jealous and darn over-thinking all the time. I have to stop pushing you away. There's so many things wrong with me, I could go on and on.. You make me question myself, and you make myself rethink about the type of person I want to be. Not sure if that's bad or good? I want you to be happy, and I want myself to be happy, so the solution is to fix myself. Reminds me of Coldplay - Fix You :) "when you try your best and you don't succeed- ...lights will guide you home, and ignite your bones. And I will try and fix you".
I know you don't have ill intentions and you want me to be happy. Haha, I do enjoy being with you. From the moment we liked each other to now, you continue to ignite my beliefs in love -- you are my definition of love. You make me believe and stand up for myself. You listen to me when I need you to. Sure, sometimes it gets tricky and we get ourselves in all kinds of situations, but I wouldn't ask for anyone else to share my happiness and problems with. I'll make you happy in the future ;) and be a good wife.. ;) sometimes. ;)
HAHA. ♥ I love you.
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