Another depressing blog.

Stuck in a rotten mood.. again. Seems never-ending, really. I catch myself sobbing uncontrollable at random times every time "the thought" comes into my mind. Images after images after images. How could one little thing ruin my whole day? I'm losing things to distract me. I REFUSE to talk about it, yet it's killing me inside. Don't bottle up your feelings, friends. It's not nice. I'm not much in the mood to do anything anymore. Oh, forgot to mention it's nearing my time of the month. Losing myself in the process. (y) I like to push away people. That's what I do. I'll end up lonely and depressed. It's okay, I'm comfortable with the thought. So much emotions inside of me! Geez. I hate people.