I know that I have many things to work on. I wish I knew this earlier, but it's never to late to better yourself. Car drives by myself is a time where my mind wanders endlessly into what seems like a reflection on my life. This morning, I woke up feeling like I am the luckiest woman in the world. I thought of when I first met Peter back in high school. How I didn't really think much of it but still thought he was cute, funny and such a sweet guy. I thought of fate and destiny (HIMYM's fault..), about having chemistry in a relationship, and about timing. I thought of growing old with that one special person.
There were a few times in our relationship where I almost gave up. It was only a few weeks ago that I was afraid it was going to be the end for us. I'm always over thinking and over analysing every situation. Right now I'm just thankful that we're still together. There is no one I'd rather have my fights with than Peter because he understands me. He talks to me in a way that helps me get through things. I'm learning to worry less, learning to let go, and to find a comfortable communication pattern. I'm learning to give him space when he needs it. I definitely must stop avoiding or running away from my problems. I know that everyone has their own limits on how much they can handle, and I understand and respect that. I'm lucky to have friends to talk to. I hope after my studies are finished that I'll be less stressed and become more positive! I have to grow up very soon..... :( I'm almost 20!!
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